I don’t know if it’s the blogging or the various projects I’ve been throwing myself into, but I felt good today. No sudden sunken feelings. Maybe it’s the hour long convos I’ve been having with my grandma every day or the fact that I’ve just been pushing myself to do more than just stay in bed on Netflix all day when I’m not tending to the kids. I’ve definitely been taking them out to the park a lot more. I’ve also been planning my son’s 10th birthday next month. The house has been been more organized since the new year started. We also got great news today, but I was feeling good even before I got the news. We will be PCSing to Germany at the end of the year! I haven’t processed it yet because I’m sure when I do, I will start to freak out a little. Four years in Germany. My eldest son will start high school when we get back to the US. For now, before the worry kicks in, I’m going to enjoy the excitement I’m feeling. We have been wanting to go over seas with the boys and have them experience things not every kid can. Thats every parent’s dream, right? To give our kids everything we didn’t have. My husband and I are from a tiny island. We moved to Texas when our first born was one year old. Since then, we’ve lived in Kansas and now Washington. We’ve discussed moving back, but we can’t imagine taking away all the opportunities they have out here. Anyway, that’s a story for another time. For now, I’m gonna continue to work on my little home project and feeling good about everything before that nasty depression kicks in.